How you love me, that’s how I will love my children
I wonder if you’re surprised that I have a blog (thought I don’t update it often) haha Instead of cluttering your facebook wall with a long post, writing on the blog seems more appropriate.
During the younger days, everything seems perfect, fine and normal when I compare my life with other families’.
But as I grow up, I noticed a few things that I never noticed before. I see how hard you’re working and how hard it is to keep a house running. You would let me and meimei eat more. You never tell us that we don’t have enough money but you tell us that we should save more. This taught me a sense of reality that not everything is perfect nor does it have to BE perfect cause you’ve always given us the best.
As I am in uni, I can’t thank you even more for the support that you gave me. Instead of scolding and nagging me for hours like you would have used to, you’re more understanding about the problems that I share with you. Having a heart-to-heart conversations at my age now would be really great.
What’s even better is that I love how depend on God more. Because though that, I feel as if you’re healed in certain aspects. You are no longer bitter on certain issues, you pray for us which is really a blessing to me, and you understand why I want to serve in God’s ministry and to follow Him wholeheartedly. Sorry for coming home late at times and that my actions and choices worries you. I’ve always wished for you to understand me but I never too the time to understand you. (sorry)
Yesterday we celebrated Parents’ Day at church. We learnt about how to honor our parent. God must have thought that was an important thing since He made placed it as the 5th commandment.
No gifts from me to you this year mum, but I am trying to learn and be more mature in the things that I do. To honor you with my actions, speech and my lifestyle. I am still learning and many people might commend on certain things about my actions and whatnot. But who cares, I have God with me so you can at least be assured that He would not let anything happened to me that is not in His will. If He has to correct me on things that you are’t able to correct, He will and He has done it before. There are many spiritual brothers and sisters that are caring for me and are always teaching me to learn the word of God to build a strong foundation.
A Mature Me would be my only gift that I can give you now. Hugs and kisses will have to come later haha I love you mummy and Happy Mother’s Day <3